close your eyes
its late my sweetheart
the days of love
and divine sweetness
has long left us
in this darkness
of undivided love
sucked up
all the sincerity
and purity
of our hot togetherness
just this time has come
to seek and find
the end of greatness
just to let
another gasp of damp air
just to let
another chance to glimpse
the shadows dancing
of god's beauty
my heart sinks this very night
when i penned this very
piece of paper
wake now sweetheart
its already a new day
a born sunshine
through it glimmers
of my tears nightlong
just for you i let
my last gasp going
just for you i let
my life taken easily
just for you my life
has no soul in it
just an empty casing
for its decay
vanish it will
slowly and flawlessly
night night my sweetheart
thank you for these days
©2005 ahmad faris @ xyers

dunia ini
bak dujana sepi
bak tiada sisi
untuk diisi

aku merintih
keseorangan sedih
mencari kasih
tanpa dipilih

aku melihat
dunia muslihat
penuh maksiat
tanpa disiasat

aku kecewa
kerna hanya
aku percaya
dunia tiada

aku berazam
semua direjam
dengan tajam
bermata pejam

akhir disini
coretan hati
mendamba isi
insan ilahi
©2005 ahmad faris @ xyers

this last 75 seconds
of gasping air
let me write
a feeling of mine
the last of mine
for my death would be
the only mean
for those to live
a life of greatness
and happiness
i wish them
a happy living
this last 75 seconds
of watching the beauty
of god's creation
let me admire
a love of mine
the last of mine
for it is a pleasure
for some to fulfil
their lives
without me
as a dreadful being
this 75 seconds
of loving my life
let me explain
the worth of living
and the worth of
death in another abstract
life has been never fair
to those to thirst for
the meaning of true life
life has only been fair
to those who sacrifice
to the end of time
i am leaving with 75 seconds
of wonderful life
on a wonderful place
till we meet again

     Money is a simple term explaining a a fair unit to calculate value of a certain product.   In everyday lives, we make transaction using money. With money, one is labeled rich or poor. It is because of money everyone is striving hard sweating their body working for hours. Although you may often hear the phrase ‘Money Is Not Everything’, in my opinion, it is not true at all. Money is an essential source of life.  If we look at it closely, why are there so many cases of frauds? Why are there so many cases of scams? Are they not because of the same reason? – Money. However, if we would have look it even closer, then all of us would realise the cause of us labeling money as the root of all evil. The reason is very simple, the greed and thirst to live wealthy regardless of others.

air mata berlinangan
limpahan darah berlumuran
teriakan gadis wanita
tangisan bayi tak berdosa
wahai insan ciptaan Tuhan
dunia ini hanya sekali
pembunuhan peperangan
pengkhianatan pendustaan
tiada manfaat hanya kebencian
ingatlah
kian hari kian kita mengejar usia
jika dipenuhi kemurkaan maha esa
tiada lagilah hala tuju hidup ini
ingatlah
tangisan bayi berlumur darah
menambah kesengsaraan
keperitan hati insan tak berdosa
anggaplah insan kecil itu
insan zuriatmu sendiri
anggaplah gadis wanita itu
insan melahirkanmu sendiri
hentikanlah kepedihan hati
hidupkanlah jiwa yang tenang
menempuh hari-hari akan datang
penuh dengan nikmat dan kesyukuran
mendiami dunia kurniaan Tuhan
dengan sejahtera dan aman

ku tercari-cari
kisah cinta sejati
yang kekal abadi
tanpa mengenal mati

ku terlihat-lihat
cinta yang tergugat
antara dua darjat
yang tiada sepakat

ku teringin-ingin
cinta penuh dingin
kerna tiada mungkin
luhurnya tiupan angin

ku terusik-usik
tiada tenteran asyik
hidup bagai cengkerik
pecah sepi terpekik
©2005 ahmad faris @ xyers